I feel the same. Using iOS or Android is completely out of the question, the idea of going back to those is laughable at this point. It’s become even more unthinkable after all the things I’ve learned on the L5 journey.
In that way it’s like taking the red pill in the movie The Matrix - there is no way back. I did choose to break free, not regretting it, not going to put those chains back on again. 